Today is the last day for me to have my final test in my S3 classes at State University of Malang. Here is my life reflection after one semester having been an S3 student of English department at UM.
When I decided to take an S3 level, I never thought that it would be a very strange story happened. I started when I went to Kopertis Wilayah VII to have the approval of my study. I had to go there at least five times, first because the staff asked me to come again for the second time. I asked my husband to accompany me. We went there by motorcycle. Poor things happened to us, we had to find a close way to go (of course after we experienced many times to go there finally we found it). The second happening, we fell in Sidoarjo because of the jam (somebody cut our way). The third one, we had to quickly caught the time limit to submit the forms in UM.
When the test was conducted, everything was okay. And, I could pass the test and saw my name was on the third number. I thanked God and I thanked my husband.
When i had to pay for the tuition, I had a grant from the Kanjuruhan foundation for the 50%. I thanked the foundation. And of course, I could start my study. At first, it was fine. It was okay. I collected the book and sources for the next task. But I never did it directly. Gradually I could not maintain my schedule. Everything was in a mess. I always did my homework just a few day or even just one day before its deadline. A lot of sources was never used up to finish the task, unfortunately. Besides, I was always late on the day when we had to submit the task. Poor me! But I just kept going. I tried my best, although I could do better than that, with full of regret. When midterm test was conducted, I felt I could do well in Research Method in Education course (supervised by Prof. Ali Saukah). But, the result told the opposite. I had to join the remedial test for the mid-term test. Hope, it would be alright. It was just the same with Pak Effendy's class, but I tried my best.
This day, I did my "Course Reflection" with Prof. Kasihani. Everything was alright. Actually, after Prof. Kasihani, I had to go to my class, but I was sorry I felt unwell. Then, I just went home. Until in the evening I accept an short message on my cell telling that Bu Lia would call me. I just replied "okay". Then, there was Bu Indah (my new friend, although so far we were in UIN together but just now I felt that we are friends) sending me an sms too mentioning that there were 5 people called by Prof. Soenardi that they had to revise the TDP, excluding me. So, I thank God for this. About the other course, I have not accepted the news yet. But I hope I pass from every course that I take.
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